Day 9: Not all days are good days 8/2

I'm not going to lie, i'm not in the best place right now. I relapsed in bulimia, and unlike other times, it wasn't just once and done. Thankfully I have Jeremy who is proving as an amazing support system. I love him a lot, like a mention in almost every blog post. I don't have the courage or resilience to keep typing and writing out how I feel, but I do know that I will get better and overcome this. I'm writing this to note that sometimes this happens to the best of us at the best of times. I never want to fall in this hole again, it makes me feel so lonely even though i'm not. To end this on a positive note, me and Jeremy are going to Disney Land. Exciting, huh?