It's really hard to be a depressed person 1/30/2020

It's really hard to be a depressed person. Not a lot of people know how much I truly struggle with mental illness. In fact, no one knows the honest severity of how much I hurt, how much I struggle, and how much I need to overcome on a day-to-day basis. On some days, it's debilitating. On others, its manageable, sometimes enhoyable. I don't know if I love life-- I dont know if I want to live mine. This is a low point in my life. Im making decent money, im on my last semester of nursing school, but yet, im so unhappy. I know how happy I can be. I think im bipolar.